November 8th, 2007
|08:11 am - fuckin dammit|
been sick doing like fuckin 3 weeks.. the doctor is just fucking with me on a 3rd medication now...feel like im going to vomit my fucking brains out...thanks doc...gotta clean myself and my room....i just want to lay in bed and die...i'm so sick of school and all the bullshit there...i dont care anymore...why should i? i'm at wcc the promise land of nothing and no oppertunity...i'm trying to better myself get out...make appointments with councilers and they cancel how do you cancel an appointment made 2 months ago? looks like i'm never getting of this shithole of a school...gahh i dont want to do it anymore...whats the point? sorry everyone being a debbie downer today...i hope all is well for everyone!
October 14th, 2007
hey ladies...i've been up all night...drinkkin by myself...chris past out long ago...im watchin borat..the show was good tonight..only because i was drunk...i swear i'ma knock that ugly stupid whore out! we bumped into jared...HI JARED..dont drink and drive..i'll write later when im sober!
August 21st, 2007
|04:11 am - if people love you?|
if someone loves you why do you change? to like what they like? shouldnt people love eachother because they are diffrent not to assimilate and be the same as the other person?i've just been noticing that...people in relationships feel they have to like the same things no matter what....be diffrent wtf...i listen to jack johnson...okay...chris would never listen to him tell me to shut it off and shit like that he doesnt force himself to listen to it because i like it...same thing they he puts on some hardcore/screamo/punk crap...we do like some similar bands but thats by chance....people feel they have to impress one another what for?? i rather someone like me an i have an opion rather than assimilating and selling out but thats just me... i keeps it reals or i try to!...this school keeps calling me and harrassing me...they're like the art institute of the mid=west...no thank you!!! i want to go to marist and go to shows at the chane every weekend as long as its not that crappy...punk/emo/harcore shit...hot damn i hate that stuff.. but thats just me...i've found my half sister and brother on myspace...they deined my friend request...they're 15 so i cant see their profiles...i dont even know if they know about me and my brother...well if they don't they will find out...lol..anyways summer has been sucking...no good shows to go to...i'm so happy friend the birthday massacare...my hair isn't white...dammit..i wanted it white because ghetto girls are now dying their hair pink!!! "gag me with a spoon"...so i have to do something DIFFRENT...sense everyone LOVES being the same...i cant wait till school starts...fuckin joy..love it there...as much as i love cats..we'll i like posting here because no one reads it ever!!! hahahahahahhaha
Current Location: home
Current Mood: touched
August 13th, 2007
men you are the most little selfish fuckers on earth...
July 16th, 2007
|11:18 pm - fuckin' a|
band issues are so annoying i'm not even in a fuckin band and i'm involved in DRAMA...people need to stop acting like they're fucking 8 years old...shit...so fuckin' sick of dealing with bullshit...people are so so so dumb..i'm just about to delete my myspaces...fuck it why bother people are stupid about myspace and shit...done with dealing with it! done with it!
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: peaceful
December 19th, 2006
|09:39 am - hmmm|
im bored in the computer lounge...just bsing i did my myspace comments for christmas now i dont have to worrie about that! my aunt said i looked like michael jackson in on of my pics lol!!! but schools gay i have a math test soon i must cross my fingures because its math...and i suck at math mucho grande!! but hey i can only try my best...im thinking of visiting saunders tomorrow i dunno i wanna see some old teacher not mr.arvello thats for sure what a douche bag that man is..sooo everythings been okay i guess....x-mas is commin everyone should be excited....i have to work x-mas eve...fun fun i bet it will be pack because of the last minuite jackasses that didn't do shit!! well over and out!
Current Location: wcc computer lounge
Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: dsa-send me and angel!
December 14th, 2006
|01:19 am - Enter Subject: Hmm|
another family member passed away monday.... each one of these i go to gets more painful seeing everyone around me cry and crying myself its just so hard... my cusin didnt understand my little sister was there and was saying that grandma was with god now...can you believe this from a 4yr old..when i die i dont want anyone to cry..things just suck lately :-(
Current Mood: gloomy
November 10th, 2006
|11:02 am - Long time no write?|
hmmm...long time no write....hey why not update im in the computer lab..and im fuckin' so bored...i did my sufering of the net already...shits been okay i guess....holidays are comming...i wish i could work them...so i dont have to deal with the hole family get together bullshit...winter is also here for the most part....i hate it!! i hate the cold so much!! and my depression gets so bad during winter..i just would love to get back on meds again...i hate waiting in the cold for busses and all the other bullshit that comes along with winter...relationship update...good havent killed him yet? i guess thats the most important thing huh?..school sucks...my math teacher comfuses himself and im going to be takin it again... remember kids 5 x 1 =1...lol dummy..i love my art class...i'm very much so improving in my drawing skills....my reading class im getting a b+ in and i sleep in class..i just have a paper due soon that i need to start working on and stop fucking around by procrastinating....writing is writing...it sucks...tennis you think it would be easy huh?? he bastes the hole class on tests...i dunno how im going to do in that...work also sucks...x-mas is comming and people need their arts and crafts....god forbid..i think afterschool me and chris are going to see borat...it looks funny...last movie we saw was saw 3 and i was disapointed...alot of people thought it was good but i think it was very disapointing and there gonna put out a 4th one...how i have no idea...sense they left the story line like shit~!~!~!~!~! anyhoot...i'll prolly write in another what 6 months...everyone stay kool!
Current Location: Westchester Community College
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Hinder
August 28th, 2006
who's going to wcc and what classes you have??
March 9th, 2006
im disapointed with the ozzfest band for this year...i got every year for 6 years...i dont think im going to go this year...::shakes head:: couldnt they get better bands...or is music just going downhill ingeneral?